May 2011
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I can't exactly say i'm happy...
im with people i enjoy being around, regardless of their status, ie. sober, drunk, high. But there is something within me that’s keeping me from having a good time. I wish i knew what it was, im not exactly sure. I know people are noticing…i can feel their eyes continuously glancing at me…sometimes staring. I dont mind. I put on a smile and laugh anyways.
I think the problem...
April 2011
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It drives me insane when...
People are typing a sentence and they use “ish” instead of is. Worse, they use “ish” as a substitute for ARE. SUCH AS
Ex. “we ish hott” or “this ish yummy”
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So apparently there are 2 new eating disorders...
Adult Selective Eating: This is when someone over the age of 18 is extremely picky.
Orthorexia: Which is an obsession with healthy eating.
I swear, by the time im 40, im gonna have 23 different disorders or cancers because nowadays, SOMETHING is wrong with everything.
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Dear People Of The World,
I don’t mean to sound slutty, but please use me whenever you want.
Sincerely, Grammar.
Last night was filled with a moment of terror..
I had a panic attack for the first time in a while. I’m a little sad, that I was triggered by the feeling I got, because it was from someone i care for greatly. But the second my eyes closed and I drifted away, it wasn’t his body pressing up against my back. It was the body of the man who i am afraid of most. I was surprised actually. It’s been so long since i’ve had one. I...
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Making love
becomingthereaper:
If you can laugh with one another during sex as easily as you do when you’re not, get married. Because that’s what making love is.
I hate when a flood of Gifs slows down my laptop.
And now let the weak say I am strong.
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Im a little afraid to go home.
But i still have courage to face my demons. i think it’s my faith in God. I know he will take care of me, and he will be there to help me through it all. God will grace me with the right words to say to my parents and the strength to handle whatever consequence they have in store for me.
Normally i’d be terrified, crying all day, wishing to not go. And of course, i do wish i...
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jestrejo-deactivated20120722 asked: Yeah Craiglist has always lead to bad news for me lol plus they only have Photo jobs in Rhode Island and Central Ct D; Thanks though!
there are no broken hearts here anymore there are no hearts left here at all
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The deepest circle of hell is reserved for...
I wish i had the lifespan of a Goldfish.
Less time to live, less to think about. And when im suffering, I just have to wait a couple days.
Because i’m sure the end would be soon.
Oh JayKay.
my chappystick was in my hoodie pocket….duhface. :]
But i still have to go to painting. D;
Dear You,
I miss you greatly. You were my everything, still are. I’m sad that we never see each other as much as we’d like, but it’s times like this where i really wish you were in my life. Around the corner or right down the street. Somewhere close by, so i can just run into your arms, collapse, and cry. My tears might seem silly to other people, but they never are to you. And everytime...
FUUUUUU-
i forgot my chappystick in my dorm room and I wont be back there until around 8ish tonight….
And i have painting today….
/forever unhappy
Im STILL not done with course registration.
So….it came to my attention that I didnt need to take Spanish so i was stoked about getting to drop that course and just pick up one that i need, like GYM or a Humanities or English course.
But it couldnt be THAT easy, right? Since everything was already going down a complicated path, they couldnt lower the difficulty level of this process.
So i go to look for a gym course but all these...
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LMAO...
oh Jimmy <3 xD
Watch<3 sierra.
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AWWWWWWW YEEEEEEEAAAAAAAHHHHHH
This school...is going to be the death of me.
Would it be inappropriate for me to rant about my educational vicinity? Because i know that when people rant about their works or other important places, they get penalized for it and i really don’t need anymore hell with this place than i’ve already been going thru.
Course Registration Week: So this week was course registration week, hence the title. Now, let me put you on the same...
Faced down one demon today.
Tomorrow’s another day. Well….actually i think i’m okay…until friday.
SOOOO….let’s see how this goes. x.x
live4more: The Butterfly Project- If you are... →
The rules are:
When you feel like you want to cut, take a marker, pen, or sharpies and draw a butterfly on your arm or hand (or wherever the self injury occurs)
Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really wants you to get better.
You must let the butterfly fade naturally….
No...it's totally cool when someone steals my...
No big deal or anything.
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Sometimes when I'm on the bus back to my campus, I...
I know that it’s childish of me to think this way. To want to run away from my life and problems, knowing well that everyone has their own dilemmas and demons to face. I should trust in God that he will take care of me. I should have more faith than I seem to have. I guess what is holding me back is what I want and what is going to happen. But I never know that what I want might even happen....
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Im the type of person who lets fear drive.
Cause im addicted, im needy, im lost without you.
I need you.
Amazing grace, how sweet the sound That saves a wretch like me. I once was lost but now I’m found. Was blind but now I see.
